May, 23th 2009.
For the first time, after long-long-long time I keep looking (stalking) at her, I had my own guts.
But it was so horrible, honestly I'm not good at this, I'm not a womanizer :D
I came to her, we started to talk and we were quite close, even too close :p
But as I said I don't have any capabilities in hitting a girl and we both were a bit drunk, so we couldn't concentrate and after a while she left me :(
But hei, that wasn't so bad, so next time better ;)
Sunday, 24 May 2009
Monday, 23 March 2009
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
I had a bad feeling this morning, I was walking back from the swimming pool and I saw a girl who was smoking walking in front of me, I tried to figure it out. "Who is she?" And I was asking to myself "Is that her?", "No she is not a smoker, I know it." I tried to think clearly and logically, just let it flow.
But, here it comes. After school, I walked outside to the bus shelter, when I just opened the door, taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, she is there with the smoke in her beautiful lips :D. Damn-damn-damn. I kept thinking, I tried not to look at her but I can't and I'm sure that she realized it.
Huhuhuhuhu, I have one commitment to myself "I won't smoke and I don't want to have a girl who is smoking."
I guess, it's going to be the end of the story though I haven't started yet. :(
But, here it comes. After school, I walked outside to the bus shelter, when I just opened the door, taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, she is there with the smoke in her beautiful lips :D. Damn-damn-damn. I kept thinking, I tried not to look at her but I can't and I'm sure that she realized it.
Huhuhuhuhu, I have one commitment to myself "I won't smoke and I don't want to have a girl who is smoking."
I guess, it's going to be the end of the story though I haven't started yet. :(
Sunday, 8 March 2009
MOODY, yeah!!!!
Holiday is over :(
Gak kerasa, sudah 1 minggu gw libur.
Apa yang sudah gw lakukan?
Liburan kali ini basi banget, bonyok sibuk, teman-teman gw abroad semua, ckckckck. Kesepian deh gw di Joensuu.
And now, the school starts again as usual.
My mind is not fresh yet, I'm not ready to face the school and all those sort of things.
Damn.
Gak kerasa, sudah 1 minggu gw libur.
Apa yang sudah gw lakukan?
- tidur
- makan
- duduk manis didepan laptop
- berenang
Liburan kali ini basi banget, bonyok sibuk, teman-teman gw abroad semua, ckckckck. Kesepian deh gw di Joensuu.
And now, the school starts again as usual.
My mind is not fresh yet, I'm not ready to face the school and all those sort of things.
Damn.
Friday, 20 February 2009
LOVELIVE. lol.
It's been a long time since I couldn't open my heart to anybody.
I loved her too much that time.
And I thought that she would be the one and only.
But, I realize that she is not the one for me.
And I tried to be strong.
Finally; I found out the answer by myself, that I'm still young and have a lot of things to face.
Uuuuuuu, I'm so happy.
I feel like I'm growing up. :D
And now, I guess I fall in LOVE with a girl who looks so special to me.
I never thought to have such a feeling, she just comes into my mind all the time.
Besides, I know that she doesn't even recognize me though sometimes we're in the same bus and more likely that we're in the same school.
Should I make a big-big-big step? Should I try to do something?
Those questions come into my mind over and over.
I know it's kind of hard since we have the different culture, she is Finnish and I'm Indonesian.
However, I want to full fill my mother's hope which she wants me to have a good Finnish wife.
Because; to make my parents happy, especially my mom, it's something I would die for.
Hope that I'll figure it out; one day, before it's too late.
I loved her too much that time.
And I thought that she would be the one and only.
But, I realize that she is not the one for me.
And I tried to be strong.
Finally; I found out the answer by myself, that I'm still young and have a lot of things to face.
Uuuuuuu, I'm so happy.
I feel like I'm growing up. :D
And now, I guess I fall in LOVE with a girl who looks so special to me.
I never thought to have such a feeling, she just comes into my mind all the time.
Besides, I know that she doesn't even recognize me though sometimes we're in the same bus and more likely that we're in the same school.
Should I make a big-big-big step? Should I try to do something?
Those questions come into my mind over and over.
I know it's kind of hard since we have the different culture, she is Finnish and I'm Indonesian.
However, I want to full fill my mother's hope which she wants me to have a good Finnish wife.
Because; to make my parents happy, especially my mom, it's something I would die for.
Hope that I'll figure it out; one day, before it's too late.
1 hari = 24 jam apakah kurang?
Gila!
Ternyata benar juga kata orang bahwa 1 hari 24 jam itu kurang.
Dimulai dari tugas yang memaksa gw untuk tidur dinihari, kelas dari pagi sampai sore, belanja, cari informasi untuk summer job, belanja lagi :D dll.
Sebenarnya sih bukannya kurang, tapi bagaimana cara kita untuk mengatur jadwal.
Dan gw tipe orang yang kata nyokap gw sih, "Anget-anget tai ayam."
Sampai sekarang gw belum 100% mengerti apa maksud nyokap gw :D
Ternyata benar kata teman gw, "If u try to do something eventually, u'll never make it."
Dan itu berlaku untuk gw.
Coba dulu, berhasil atau tidaknya itu masalah belakangan.
But now is weekend! Time to get some proper sleep, wash my clothes, go to the gym and swim and go shopping (again!!!!) in city market.
Ternyata benar juga kata orang bahwa 1 hari 24 jam itu kurang.
Dimulai dari tugas yang memaksa gw untuk tidur dinihari, kelas dari pagi sampai sore, belanja, cari informasi untuk summer job, belanja lagi :D dll.
Sebenarnya sih bukannya kurang, tapi bagaimana cara kita untuk mengatur jadwal.
Dan gw tipe orang yang kata nyokap gw sih, "Anget-anget tai ayam."
Sampai sekarang gw belum 100% mengerti apa maksud nyokap gw :D
Ternyata benar kata teman gw, "If u try to do something eventually, u'll never make it."
Dan itu berlaku untuk gw.
Coba dulu, berhasil atau tidaknya itu masalah belakangan.
But now is weekend! Time to get some proper sleep, wash my clothes, go to the gym and swim and go shopping (again!!!!) in city market.
Friday, 13 February 2009
Walking in the night.
I just realized it today.
I love to walk in the night by myself, it feels like the most relaxing thing that I ever had.
It seems to me when I walk, I can think clearly.
Forget all my problems.
Just enjoy my time.
Especially, when there are stars and moon.
I love it.
I love to walk in the night by myself, it feels like the most relaxing thing that I ever had.
It seems to me when I walk, I can think clearly.
Forget all my problems.
Just enjoy my time.
Especially, when there are stars and moon.
I love it.
Memilih
Ternyata benar, dalam hidup itu selalu akan ada pilihan; iya atau tidak, maju atau mundur, dll.
Dan satu hal yang baru gw sadari dari diri gua.
Ternyata gua sering sekali memilih sesuatu yang salah dan ternyata benar penyesalan itu datangnya belakangan.
Kenapa?
Apa karena gua lebih sering menggunakan emosi daripada logika?!
Gua sudah 19-tahun dan ini waktunya gw untuk menentukan sendiri hidup gua.
Semoga pilihan gua tidak salah, amien.
Dan satu hal yang baru gw sadari dari diri gua.
Ternyata gua sering sekali memilih sesuatu yang salah dan ternyata benar penyesalan itu datangnya belakangan.
Kenapa?
Apa karena gua lebih sering menggunakan emosi daripada logika?!
Gua sudah 19-tahun dan ini waktunya gw untuk menentukan sendiri hidup gua.
Semoga pilihan gua tidak salah, amien.
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